Alumni Oswaldo Vargas was welcomed back on campus to speak about his experiences as a writer as a part of the Undocumented Student Month of Action on Tuesday.
A former farmworker and current author and poet, Vargas spoke about his time at Cosumnes River College and UC Davis, as well as his inspirations and his journey as a writer while he struggled with being undocumented.
Vargas said growing up, he “was always very fearful” of the world and the people around him. In order to prove himself, he felt he needed to be perfect in everything he did, especially with his academics.
Vargas made a point in his presentation to recognize his inspiration, Alfons Zinkower, who was a German writer who seeked entry to the United States because there was an allegation of him being gay. Vargas said although their lives had many differences, they both had fears for being gay and for being immigrants, which is what connects their stories.
The event was coordinated by Alejandro Torres, who works as a Dream Center specialist. Torres said he invited Vargas because they both fall under the umbrella as “undocu-queer,” and he wanted students to feel supported and understood if they struggle with their own identity.
“This was a reminder of resilience, our community can push forward no matter what,” Torres said.
Vargas read part of a poem titled “Crossandra,” which he said he wrote for his mother about her life.
“I wanted to honor her and what she’s done for me,” Vargas said.
After his presentation, Vargas fielded some questions from the audience and further discussed his education at UC Davis, his life as a farmworker and the pressure he felt growing up.
“There was never a sense that I could just be good enough. There needed to be perfection,” Vargas said.
Students were encouraged to ask questions by being offered a water bottle or hat if they raised their hand.
Sitting in the audience was Mia Ojega, a 19-year-old architecture major, who said she really enjoyed the point of view Vargas shared.
“It helps teach undocumented people to not be afraid and reach their goals,” Ojega said.
At the end of the presentation, Torres thanked Vargas and the students for attending, urging them to stay informed with what events are happening next with the Dream Center.
“If I make one mistake, I’m not the worst person in the world anymore. I am somebody and I can give purpose,” Vargas said.